Cause that's what you get when you let your heart win.

All I wanna say is, thank God the week is over! :D

It was definitely one of the toughest sch week ever but I'm glad I pulled through. All the sleepless nights, the stress, the panic attacks and not forgetting the tears, I'm leaving it all behind. Though "FYP" came a little too early for us, we survived. Great job, MassComm-ers! (:

So, my Friday in school ended with the attachment briefing right after our final Magazine submission. Received my training plan, checklist & wdvr else. And I hafta say I'm pretty much very excited to start interning for MediaCorp RIA 89.7fm! :D Hehe, bcus like what Alicia says, it's all about radioooooo now. Dedicating a whole 6months to something I really love, I'm really hyped up alr.

Rushed off to meet Eera & Yanti cus we had an impromptu plan of going Karaoke at Boon Lay! Random much, yes? But we all needed it. Spent 3hours singing our hearts out & eventually made my way home.


Definitely two of the best girlfriends, ever. (:


Haha, nak scroll lagu, tapi tak nmpk. So kene berdiri atas sofa. -____-


Huhuhu.


Susyyyy~

I don't wanna say anything bout ytd cus if you're following me closely on Twitter, you'd probably alr knw it was a hell of a rollercoaster ride. But whatever.

Okay, 2 more datelines this coming week. Come Wed, I am free. Okaye, no. I still got 2 exam papers. -.-

Bye.

Labels: karaoke at boonlay.

Just gotta keep going and I got to be strong, just keep pushing on.

Okay, here I am taking a short break from doing assignments. So much to do yet so little time. Oh dearrr~ ):

So anw, slept in till late afternoon last Sat. Yes, I'm very much deprived of sleep. Woke up, got ready, packed my bag & headed dwn to Boyf's as his cousins were having a chalet at Pasir Ris. Reached the other end of Spore at bout 9-ish? Got some food, played around with the lil kiddos and yes, I did my assignment after that when the rest were slping. Thanks to the Boyf for staying up with me till 3am.

And ytd, had to wake up real early in the morning. Got bathed & woke the Boyf up too. And once again, while he was bathing and getting ready, I continued doing my assignments with his cousin, Fizah, accompanying me. Haha. She's really nice. We left at bout 9.30 and made our way to Sengkang. Yes, FREAKING SENGfuckingKANG. Managed to sit with the FavGirlszx too in the CC. Watched the grps performed & soon, it was Boyf's turn. Overall, they did awesome! :D Ended really late, wahliaooo. But I guess the wait was worth it cus Boyf's team clinched 3 achievements. GOOD JOB, QITABI! & Boyf, you know I am really really really proud of you! Love you! :D


He's gonna turn into a devil's child too. Haha.


Cup noodles for Brunch!


Dayana, Me & Kak Iana. (:


Colourful Kak Iana! :D


Qitabi! Spot my bestie, spot my bestie! ^^


Hehe, I love how happy Boyf look in this photo. :>


The original Devil's Child. Hehe. ^^


HAHAHA! He was disturbing some lil baby in front. Tsk.



MY FAVOURITE GIRLS! :D


With Amitaichiiii~ (:


With Susyyyy~ (:

Eera, you didn't take pichaaa with me. ):

Got cranky while waiting for his parents to fetch us cus I was mad hungry. ): Returned to the chalet, got my stuff, ate super late dinner & was sent home. Printed stuff for Fahmi before I continued on my assignments which I ended up falling asleep halfway.

Labels: 3rd chapter, piala ilham dipersembah 2010

To think about it, I can't even remember the last time I felt so humiliated in front of so many people. At that moment, I wished the ground would cave in and swallow me up.

But no, life never treats you well. By hook or by crook, we gotta clean up this hell of a mess, with or without you. We gotta get our act together and face the music.

But among all, the mere thought of having to give up on my dream, that pretty much broke my heart the most.

I've never hated school so much for the last 18years of my life.

Because preparing myself to be a slave to Media, it's not a job. It's a chore.

All the words that I come up with, they're like gasoline on flames, no excuses, no explanation.

Gotta squeeze in a little update before I have my dinner and start on my school work. It never seem to end! Ugh. It cost me my Ladies Night at Rebel with Eera & Kat. Tsk, no choice. ):

So yeah. The week started out real bad. Broke down while talking to Eera after lecture. Like I've always put it, curiosity kills the cat. But no, this time, it killed me once again. I was helpless. It's been so long since I felt that kind of confusion where it really messes up my head. Forced myself to stay focus during the 2 remaining lectures. Met up with the girls for training & we ended up singing to jiwang songs on the studio floor. I swear, I didn't knw what I was feeling. I know I was very deeply saddened by what happened yet at the same time, being with my girls at that vulnerable period of time made me feel calm. Tangled up much, yes? Sigh.

Forced myself out of bed ytd and managed to get my head in the game. I carelessly left my hp at Fantasia. Meh. Had a lil difficulty trying to contact Andi and Firman. But wdvr. Off to YCK, with a heavy heart, trying to keep a straight face the whole time. Sigh.

Overslept for group meeting jz nw. Heh. As usual, I was lost during MRM and TV Prod was a waste of time. Went home straight and met Andi & the rest of the boys before they went to YCK.

Okay, here's the pictures for our Steamboat Night.


Imran messed up my hair! >:(


The wedge-girl!



Mellybooooo~


Our table! :D


As usual, I'm KT's official Cake Girl. (:


I swear, I was laughing my ass off seeing her getting bullied! Hahaha!


Happy birthday, Kak Iana! :D


Eeraaaa~


Kene sabo! Hehe!


My party people. :D


"Lmbt sia nk amek gmbr kite! Tido dulu uh!"




Party People v2.


Y3A! Babiesss~



Favourite kaki(s)


Kak Ianaaaaa~


Mr KTM. (:

Okaye, I hungry. Nak makan. Bye!

Labels: kt, steamboat

And now that I'm stronger, I've figured out how this world turns cold.

Aaachoooo! *sniffs* It's sure getting quite dusty here. Haha, okay lame. -.-

So yes, I finally found some time to update this space of mine. School's haven't been easy yet it's not that tough either. And sure as hell, I'm learning my lesson the hard way. You don't hafta knw what this is all about. Hmm.

Life's good except for some hiccups here and there. For the past Tues and Thurs nights, they had been put aside to accompany the Boyf for his @ training. The reason why my ezlink is dying. Haha. But it's okaaaaye! Cus I get to meet my NazriBestie too at the same time! Plus other gooood friends like Azri, Syafiq, Firman & Afiq! :D

Fri afternoon with Ami was goooood too. Cus I miss having her around. Managed to have lunch tgt after sooo long. Hehe, I miss you, Ami. Love you! (:

Managed to squeeze in time to meet the rest of the favourite girls too last Sat for Jiwo Jiro Production at Esplanade. Though it was only me, Eera & Yanti, we sure enjoyed our own girlies time over at One Fullerton Starbucks. Laughing over our own silly antics, yeah, we're happy like that. Love you girls! (:


With Fyqa before she gets ready for her show. (:


Ours. (:

Then, we met up with HafizS before getting our seats in the theatre. Bumped into a quite a few familiar faces. It was a 75mins drama production and it was really worth the 20bucks. The Sri Nadi guys & girls did awesome I felt like giving them a standing ovation. Haha. Am really proud of them, especially my home girl, Mellyboo! You're one talented babe! :D So we waited for them before all head dwn to the mrt station together. Managed to have my dose of laughter with Mellyboo which I really really missed eversince she got very busy with the production. Love youuu! (:

Gave St James with the usuals a miss cus I wasn't in the right state of mind. Hmm. So I headed home. Sat night at home, yeah, I know I kental. ):


With Eera. (:


With Yanti. (:


Y3A! without Ami. (:


With HafizS. (:


JwJr! :D


With the smart mamat, Afiq. (:


With dearest Fizaaa. (:


Good job, Aishah! (:


With Mellybooooo! :D


With Ria Andi. (:


My girl looking so masai like that. Haha!


In the train otw back!


Thanks for the awesome time, girlies. :>
We all look pretty that day, don't you think so? HEHEHE. (:

And last Sunday, came down for the Boyf's takraw match over at JW. Met him alongside with the siblings Remy & Rudy. And oh, with their nephew, Shafiq! So cute you knw that boy. Sat arnd at Boy's place before going dwn to the court. Luckily Waddy-dy (hehe!) came dwn with Raffian. Heh, if not I wud have been bored to tears. I saw Amsyar too! He happened to be in the opponent team. Haha. So yeah, I was on my butt for about 5 hours throughout the whole match. Boyf sent me home after that, thank God. Love you baby! :>


Alim, Radi & Andi. (:


Nusantara2 Boys.


Syafiq prangai peh sial! Hahaha.


The most important boys in my life; Andi & Nazri. (:


Bestie's regu team. (:


Boyf's regu team. (:


And say hello to Shafiq! :D


Lol. Raffian & Azri. Haha. (:


With the Woodlands boys.


Brotherloves. Hahaha!

The rest of the pics for both events are up on Multiply. (:

And the week has been good so far. The first time I'm attending school without skipping any classes/lectures. Yes, FIRST time since the term started. Gotta catch up on a lot of stuff but thankfully, I have one of the best advisor who keep pushing me despite knowing how pressured I really feel about school.

Oh! Plus, the interview with RIA 897fm at MediaCorp went quite well. My malay was a bit rusty but I'm kind of proud of myself for still being able to converse properly in my own language. ^^

So yes, despite the tough week before, I feel quite accomplished cus I managed to spend time equally with my loved ones. That's enough for me, I guess. In fact, it's actually more than enough to make me feel contented. (:

And oh! I hear party bells ringing next Wed night. Hehe. ^^

Labels: jiwo jiro, ria interview, takraw match