They expect you to hang on. They expect you to stay strong. They expect you not to give up. Because they believe that you can do it eventually.
They say, believe in yourself that you can overcome this. But what happens if you ran out of faith? So what happens next?
You know you can't give up cus there's too much to risk. You know you hafta stay strong cus people expect you to be. You know you hafta hang on cus that's the only choice left.
I've never thought I would end up feeling like this. I'm supposed to be enjoying this right? Cus this was what I've been working hard for and most importantly, this is what I love right?
But no, all I wanna do now is hide under my blanket.
To feel every bit of your sanity seeping out from you, to feel like you're slowly losing your mind, to feel like you're going to lose yourself, that's scary.
It's not supposed to be like this. It's really not.
It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
It's a new week once again! And in exactly a week, school is reopening. Boo! Me no likey ya. D:
Spent most of my time working last week. Gotta earn as much money before sch reopens. Haha.
Breakfast with Andi on Thurs morning was nice. We headed down to Macs & grab our burgers. Talk over random things, had a long morning walk after that before I headed to work.
And finally on Fri, the whole lot of the usuals went over to the other end of Spore to attend Ami's bday chalet! :D The food was awesome possum, and so is the company. Happy belated birthday once again, Ami dear. :)
And again, I was over at Pasir Ris on the following day for the store BBQ outing. Another day of good food, so I was happy. Hehe.
P.S. IGNORE THE MASAI FACE, KTHXBYE.
Yanty!
With Firman & Wan.
Wan & Sydi!
Wannnnn~
Shida the Awesome Chef!
Sunday was well-spent with the family & Andi over at Vivo. Bought my new Macbook (yeay!) & Mama's vacuum too. The fam then headed home while me & Andi met up with Shirah & Wan for dinner.
Spent some quality time with the boy at Keppel Bay after that. I'm still pretty much in love. Just 2 more weeks, 1st anni. Let's keep holding on, baby. Love you.
Hehe, it's really been a while since I last wrote in here. Sorry! Busy woman lah! Hahaha. :D
So yeah, Hari Raya feels kinda different this year. Probably bcus I was too busy with work, trainings, performances, etc. But nevertheless, all houses visited! :D
So what have I been occupied with for the past few weeks?
1. Hari Raya with the SecSch Clique!
Had an awesome time with them eventhough only a few turned up. Our jokes, teasings can never get old. The best I ever had & will always be. :)
3. Adiratna Jalan Raya!
It was a successful outing with the girls. Good job Ifa, for all the planning & arrangements! :D From Hougang to Cck, it was awesome time spent. Best part, the bus driver gerek gilerrrrr & the abg2 CD (ahem!) Hehehehe. :P
4. Hari Raya Performance @ Mandai Hill Army Camp
First collaboration with Seri Thera frm SP. Good experience. Performance paling lepak. Feeling-feeling dlm lounge gitu. Haha.
5. @ Jalan Raya
My first time joining them. Mixed feelings.
6. KT Jalan2 Carik Pasal
Okaye, I'll be back with more updates! Hopefully! Hehehe. :P
Do you know how it feels like to be living under someone's shadow? Do you?
No matter how hard you try to break away from the darkness, it still overcomes you. The light is always there, but you jz can't seem to reach out to it. All bcus you're jz living under the shadow.
Suddenly, you don't seem to matter as much anymore. Inferiority. But who's to say you're superior to begin with? All bcus you're jz living under the shadow.
Simply said, nothing is ever enough, nothing is ever satisfying. So why bother? When you're jz living under the shadow.
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Senang ckp, the next person yg tanye mane die skola, lps tu tanye aku skola mane plak, I'll jz ans, "Dalam kocek kau."
First & foremost, I would like to wish all my Muslim brothers & sisters SELAMAT HARI RAYA! Maaf Zahir & Batin! :D
It's alr the 3rd day of the festive season, how has it been for you guys so far? Hmm, mine as usual, has always been awesome.
First day with the Paternal aunts, uncles & cousins never fail to put a smile on my face at the end of the day. Oh, the Jaafar family is in Green this year! Lesser houses this year but nevertheless, collection tetap masok! Hehe. :P
And for the 2nd day, Andi's family came over after we went out for a short visiting. Bliss, period.
So anw, that's my Hari Raya for you so far!
Dan sempena hari yang mulia ini, saya menyusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf atas segala kesilapan saya, sama ada dengan sengaja atau tidak. Eid Mubarak. :)
